grow old... be mature....

wahahay... i never thought i would handle such responsibility.. ingon pa nila nagka dugay nagkalami man ang life.. that's why I'm afraid of commiting in a relationship dili ko ganahan ug resposibility coz sa karon palang nga wala koy partner daghan na kaayo ko responsilbility. This complicated life offers you almost everything, priceless laughter, countless blessings, memories to be cherished, never ending pains and heart breaking situations. Funny to think about it but its reality. I was so stunned by lifes surprises, pero cge lang this is my course my life (spider man)wahahahaha...Unsaon taman nga inana man jud ang life. Sagdi lang tibay nang loob lang man daw katapat anih! ajah! tera! tera!
hahahhahahahahhaa

ending this year with an exhausted heart

hey yah!hey yah! hehehehhe 2009 is coming and I'm kinda excited nah. hehehehe yeah I'll be leaving 2008 with a exhausted heart... grabeh nga year oi.. as in puno sa tanan.. naay happy,sad,exciting,suprising ug uban pang mga scenarios nga i never thought will happen.
2009 will be a challengeing year.. start sa bag o ug higher nga responsiblity. Kinda excited ko for the said year pero naa japun ko fears pero its just a fear factor.. bahala nasi batman.. hehehehehe basta daghan ko plans ext year i hope nga akong mabuhat and isa na didto ang magbawas nang timbang huhuhuhuh it is advice by the doctor sooo kung gusto ko mabuhi pa mag sunod tah kang doc.. hehehehhehe hope achieved that goal. Gabawa naman ko timbang karon pero tungod sa stress which is dili maayo pud.. basta2x daghan ko plans and will keep you posted multiply.. hehehehehe

tired as in

grabeh kakapoy nga adlaw asssssssssss iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnn.... Honestly last night nag gurls night out me or should i say gala time and nag inom me hahay si aisa man gud ning nanghanggat.... soooo mga around 1 o clock nami nakauli..huhuh ug sa dihang its my habit nga kung maka inom ko early ko makamata so sayo kaayo ko nakamata...and sayo ko nag work, hahay and aaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssssssss iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnn daghan kaayo work daghan pajud kaayo ko dapat apason nga trabaho.hahay tapos na busy pajud para sa party this coming friday...as in jud ko kakapoy nah promise...

11:20 in the evening.. why am I still awake.. greer!

I am awake kay dili pako katulog wahahahaha gibuhat nanih naku diary ang blog sa multiply walay magbuot.. heheheheheh anyways gikan ko nag attend ug christianing sa baby ako college friend and he is baby zachary(dili ko sure sa spelling) wahhahhahaha and ninang na pud ko yooohhooo!!... after the bonding with my colleges friends a good friend of mine join me in my journey para mangita ug venue para sa among company party.. Honestly dili ko ganahan mag party me coz mingaw kaayo mag party 6 employee?? ngeee unsaon nah! and to think malingaw bah ka ha me, but i don't have any choice kay ang management ang magbuot.. huhuuhuhu and after sa among paglayas sa earth naa ko nabuhat nga maayo sa life today maong okey lang ug ako nalang toh basta kay for sure maayo toh akong gibuhat.. hekehekhekhek. I also spend time staring at the moon woooowww amazing kaayo ang iyang beauty, except for the fact nga nag gazed me sa beach sooo mas na appreciate pa naku iyang beauty... I really love beach and play with the sand so I was so lucky I got friends nga gaubanan pud ko everytime gusto naku mag beach.. so in 2 weeks i visited the beach 3 times nah.. wahahahahahah wala lang mas gusto man gud naku didto I can hear the stirring of my soul, and also i can't think things over anf over and over and over and over na kaayo ang over.. wahahhahahhahaha so yeah... watta dinner ulit two days straight sa beach.. hahahha lingaw kaayo oi... After we drop sa akong aunt nga resto para sa amo nasad company party hahay and I hope my co-wroker will love the place.. I HOOOOOPPPPPEEE SOOOO... pero kung dili okey lang.. at least i've tried my best to do my duty for my company wahahahah girls scout mani ngets wahahahahahaha.... and now im eating the orange nag hatag sa suitor ako friend wahahha bagag leps ako nagkaon noh?? nag tagsa man me busa okey rah.. hahahahha hahaha now i feel soooo sleepy.. salamat multiply imo naku ipakatulog.. need to sleep guys it was nice typing again dri sa multiply...

bad trip

hahay, badtrip.... I don't know if inana najud ko kamanhid nga bata pero I can easily push people away from my life. Maybe because I'm hurt and crashed by the world for a couple of times already. I am strong because pain ang heartache teach me how. I am broken but I learn every time I fall. Kapoy nah kaayo ang life. You can't cry hard enough para mahuman nah tanan. you can't easily take the pain away, crying out so loud will never lead you to some satisfaction, why pain exist? why do people get hurt and being hurt over and over again? pwede wala nalang.... hahay kapooooyyyyaaa oi... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

You hurt me then bounce back!!!!

hey yeah! just writing ulit here in multiply para safe.. hekehkehekhekehkh anyways i just want to share my experience regarding this friend of mine or should i say my friend before?? Honestly we are good friends since college, she's maarte and im not, she's so kikay and i'm boyish type, sobrang selosa cya ako naman game always... basta we are opposite. But we became good friends and last for ilang years and i thought it was forever. One day I was too occupied with work and we can't hang around same what we are doing for the couple of years. But we have naman our barkada night which all of my gurl friends hang around. Honestly po sa grupo siya yong pinaka sensitive, konting kulit ayon nasasaktan nah, konting kebot ayon masakit na ang loob nya. ganun cya! whats the asar part of this is that one day she told me that i change, cge i'll admit the fact that i change. But that change doesnt mean nah we are no longer friends heller po tao lang ako and i need to work hard kasi po maraming nangangailangan sa akin. And di bah po pag kaibigan kayo kaibigan kayo kahit hindi man kayo magkita nang ilang taon. Honestly naubosan an ako nang patience sa kanya. She's hurt daw... why?? cya lang bah ang may authority to get hurt?? heller again tao lang ako at nagsasawa at nasasaktan din.Honestly I'm tired of pleasing her. I'm tired of saying "did i hurt you?" bakit ikaw have you considered my feelings?? sorry if i was too rude over here. I was freakin tired of dealing with this kaartihan ever. So if i can't be who i am infront of her then better to let go. She tried to ask if we can talk things over pero nagsawa na ako. Kasi i keep waiting for her nah mag usap kami and may araw talaga nah i ask her to talked thing over pero ayaw niya. So when time comes nah ready nah cya ako naman yong nagpagod sa kahihintay. Pinili kasi niyang saktan ko siya. She's hurt i know pero I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I WAS HURT ALSO. I need some time cguro to gain all the trust na meron ako sa kanya kasi its fading...hay naku salamat sa bagbabasa... i just want to burst it out kasi asar na ako.. hekehekhekehkehkeh thanks ulit...

~chang2x~

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Dili ko mag blogs sa friendster kay daghan makabasa maong dri lang ko magbuhat.

I just want to to share my life for the couple of months. I'm tired and very exhausted...I got a tough job ( i dunno why naa ko anih)... you have to lead different kind of people... being a leader is such a damn part of being me, you must be strong, courageous, and must be a good listener. Pretending is part of my job also, I need to show that I'm always alright. Damn! i cant cry that often, i can't be weak in front of them and I must be someone who can control almost everything in a situation. Damn! that's too hard! At some point of my life I wanted to give up, and leave everything. But life must move on. Life is to cruel sometimes but the other side of it is such a wonderful place to cherish. I was so lucky i have the responsibility at least i know i am a good employee, I love stress at least i got something to think about. I enjoy my company because I love my job.

.... to be continued i need to go home ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz.....