Bakasyon...revelation...

The vacation trip is planned a week before the departure. Originally we agreed that we will spend our vacation in Baguio but sad to say that the expenses will dig deep down on our individual pocket so we decided to spend 2 days in Tagaytay. We arrived in Tagaytay around 3pm, we go straight in Peoples Park which is a government owned tourist spot and we had our picture2x over there, syempre paano nah si facebook kung walang picture.

So we had our time in Peoples park honestly puro kain lang ang ginawa ko dun.lols. We decided to check rooms available in the nearby pension houses. But by that time the rooms are double as its original price, so when ate lovely told us that one villa is available with overlooking of Taal which only cost 800 pesos we decided to grab the opportunity. The villa is good with a rooftop but sad to say we cant charge our phones because of the absence of electricity, though it's kinda annoying but I enjoyed the stay in the candle light Villa.

Revelation

The vacation is not the usual vacation I have. It's a vacation with revelation. Whoa! while the drinking session is almost over, me and Taweng as last man standing we shared our thoughts and points of view and I didn't expect that taweng will tell me that Adoy fell inlove with me when I am staying in Taguig for quite sometime. yeah! I get it. I had a feeling that he had a crush on me but ayokong maging assuming baka sabihin niya nah binigyan ko nang meaning yong mga sweet thoughts and actions niya. But girls instinct is always right, he really fell inlove with me but he told taweng that wala daw talaga siyang clue kung may chance bah daw kaming dalawa. I never gave any signs and hint sa kanya thats why he is hesitant to tell me. Though I would admit nah the first time I saw him I find him so cute and attractive :) . Pero Opppssss!!! his getting married so no chance at all, I don't want to ruin life of anybody.

I already visited Tagaytay same year but one thing that I wanted to visit is the Mt.Taal which is by that time is alert level 2 so we can't ride the donkey to sneak the crater, that's the sad part actually. But I really enjoy the boating and side trips of Mt. Taal the experience is so much fun. I really wanted to go back to Tagaytay to ride the donkey and took pictures of the crater in TAAL that would be the time I will let go of my Tagaytay fever.

To sum it all, it was AWESOME!!!!

~chang2x~

Where am I?

I've been to different circumstances in life, struggled to reach every goal, suffer to every dreams. Now, at the age of 23 running 24 on May where am I exactly? 2 months ago I decided to give my sister a advance birthday gift- a plane ticket to manila all expense by me with complete accommodation (in my rented apartment of course, I am not rich after all). The experience is great , we've been to different places all over manila. We had our summer adventure in Splash Island, we sing our hearts loud in Music21, Platinum and karaoke house in front of sea side bay. We fed ourselves like pigs in Sea Side bay, Gerry's Grill, Max,KFC,Jollibee and a lot more. We also had our mall tour of MOA though di talaga namin kayang tapusin ang tour in just a day. lols New set of friends mingled, new family found and new crazy ideas is in my mind. Did I say crazy? hahahahahha yeah in someway crazy sabi ni charry- a good friend in CTOM. In mid of March I am doing well in my new team . I work with dexter which became my "bakla" friend, we call each other by that name. I also had the chance to work with Cris which is a silent boy but a true gentleman. Sir Teng as our team lead is a nice man also. When Dexter rendered his resignation and Chris committed suicide a project was turn over to me and my dilemmas started. I need to work in weekend again which sucks and I need to have all the patience just to deliver on time. I give my best shot and though I never exceed the expectation but till I released the project with delays but at least I handle to release it. After that terrible and horrible week I ask myself " Am I growing in this company?" sad to admit but I am not growing anymore. One thing I learned from this experience it is not the compensation that matters it is how you enjoy what you are doing, and I am quit sure that I am not enjoying my stay in CTOM. So, I rendered my resignation and took a leave 2 days.It a sad news for my PM, he tried to convinced me if I can still reconsider their proposal but I am firmed and willing to accept the challenge of being JOBLESS again. And daming nagsabi "bakit mo ginawa yon?",meron pang "CTOM is preparing lots of things for you.", may chikka pang "You are the only CTOM direct employee in your TEAM, opportunities are waiting for you". CTOM is the number 1 insurance company world wide but it never stopped me doing such a clumsy and wild decision. As I am counting my stay in CTOM I started to get back my smile which CTOM took it away. I manage to communicate again with confidence and start planning my life ahead of time. To make the story short I am happy that I will be leaving the hell of work in CTOM... hahahaha sorry for being rude here. With all due respect to CTOM, it is a very competitive and organized company and I am proud I used to be part of it but I just felt that I am not inclined in the business that the company provides. So if you'll asked me where am I? I am still on earth but stepping forward to moved on and keep going. Before I close this blog I want to write the quote I read,

"You can be all cozy and warm in your house while it rains,but you could still feel so cold.The rain is the least of your problems.Don't let it bother you."

As of the moment the rain is pouring hard, but I'll make sure it wont bother me. Things will be better.

~chang~