watta title multiply bah... is it okey to cry? pero di bah okey raman... yeah crying is out of my league limited ang mga times nga makita ko sa akong friends nga muhilak but pains are too hard to carry sometimes... life give you only one choice ,to let those little tears fall down your cheek. Honestly sakit man dawaton pero I know kaya ra nih oi ako pa... Pero i'll admit whats the root of everything. Last Sunday my mom told me that she will visit the hospital for a check up.. it was few months ago that my mom diagnosed by the doctor with a vaginal infection so since then we maintain some medicine to cure my moms pain and suffering. but everyday the situation is getting worst. So this week, My mom took all the laboratory exams and other stuff for us to assure here safety (financially with the help of abby-my sister in CA),when the results is already released the doctor found out that my mom is suffering myoma(Tumor) with a cervical Polyp. I really don't have any idea as for now if how much would cost all of this to be cured pero bahala na si batman... As far sa mga txt coming from my sister tambal lang daw sa karon ang gina maintain, sa coming lab test pa kung unsa sunod nga test... hahay life offer me a bit of everything... whoa! busa unya i'll spend my time nga maka relax sa ko adto ko sa pool, para get together ,para pud mabugnawan akong ulo maski gamay and then tomorrow i'll be more prepared to face life. hahay to be continue, need to stepped out..
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Is it okey to cry...? :(
watta title multiply bah... is it okey to cry? pero di bah okey raman... yeah crying is out of my league limited ang mga times nga makita ko sa akong friends nga muhilak but pains are too hard to carry sometimes... life give you only one choice ,to let those little tears fall down your cheek. Honestly sakit man dawaton pero I know kaya ra nih oi ako pa... Pero i'll admit whats the root of everything. Last Sunday my mom told me that she will visit the hospital for a check up.. it was few months ago that my mom diagnosed by the doctor with a vaginal infection so since then we maintain some medicine to cure my moms pain and suffering. but everyday the situation is getting worst. So this week, My mom took all the laboratory exams and other stuff for us to assure here safety (financially with the help of abby-my sister in CA),when the results is already released the doctor found out that my mom is suffering myoma(Tumor) with a cervical Polyp. I really don't have any idea as for now if how much would cost all of this to be cured pero bahala na si batman... As far sa mga txt coming from my sister tambal lang daw sa karon ang gina maintain, sa coming lab test pa kung unsa sunod nga test... hahay life offer me a bit of everything... whoa! busa unya i'll spend my time nga maka relax sa ko adto ko sa pool, para get together ,para pud mabugnawan akong ulo maski gamay and then tomorrow i'll be more prepared to face life. hahay to be continue, need to stepped out..
Friday, April 10, 2009
3 days vacation??? wheeewww it was fun promise!!!
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Thursday, March 26, 2009
baby sorry to say this but "I'm over you"
I was running 18 then when i meet this guy actually we are "kababata" when we are kiddos pa pero we lost communication and we are not that close kasi we are opposite not with the fact nga his boy and i am girl pero we are opposite in a sense po na siya tahimik ako sobrang loud, siya behave ako naman sobrang pilya, basta as far as i know we seldom talk with this guy but one day in a barangay fiesta which the two of us spend our childhood memories ,we meet again i think it was 6-8 years ago the last time we saw each other. His tita is one of my mom closest friends so alam niyo nah no one can be a hindrance kung we become bf and gf thing you know nah. so to make the story short YES we commit with each other, and i will tell you that it was a happy relationship. I was graduating when both of us shared the one of a kind relationship (char watta description) yes no doubt about feeling coz we know we love each other so much. When i graduated in college andun po cya sa bahay tried to help my family for the small preparation and thanks giving, and it was one of the memorable days of my life. I already got a job before i graduated so i continue my life as a employee and again he was their supporting in every way that he can, one day (ito nah) he started to fall for me so deep,nah i think hindi dapat. I know there is nothing wrong in falling in love pero I am not into him, ahmmm let me say like this I'm in love with him pero not to the point that i will give up even my career because of him heller we are too young to get married that's what i always thought that time. So he left me with no choice but to let him go and make things right, he must know to live life without me because wala pa po ako sa level nah magmenyo naku ,got lots of plan sa akong life. So we broke up, that was one of the painful days of my life (naks!) and time runs so fast nga 2 years nah ang nilabay nga i never passed a day not thinking about him and last 2008 nagbalik me,i thought we can work things out but sad to say nga dili pa niya ma getch akong life, because I am too busy sa akong work, gina work out pa naku akong family and a lot of things is running in my mind. So again bagsak ming duha, it is painful pero at least mas okey ang break up. Days becomes months and months become year and a lot of time he always runs through my mind, but because of all the friends na naa ko, friends that will make me smile even in my worst and bad days. They help me, to make things right. They help me to realized that life is full of surprises, and yes it is folks. WHOA! and now? YES i am totally over him. hahhahahhaa I know dugay but its all worth it. whoa! for the past days we communicate and he admits nah he loves me pa pero sa karon I'm happy and over him. Dili man natoh mabal an ang panahon and im not closing the doors for him if mag balik me one day then fine let it be pero isa lang ako nabal an as for now nga I'm over him najud over as in kung magkita me then fine watever! hahaha thanks for that someone who allow me to open my eyes
Thursday, February 12, 2009
watta crazy world i got!
Saturday, February 7, 2009
wala lang.. mingaw naku sa imo...
whoa! watta month as in mag 3 weeks na wala day off? work is hell... hahahaha pero i need to work kay wala ko kaonon kung dili ko magwork... hay kapoy kaayo projects are coming from here and there. I am emotionally, mentally and physically stress,pero wah choice eh i need to move forward. daghan ko reasons like family obligations, personal goals and i need to survive on my daily living. Kapoy magmature, you have to be strong enough to take all the consequences in life. Burdens are to heavy nah to carry pero cge lang tera tera. To be honest sometimes I do wanna be strong, I do wanna be courageous, I just wanna cry in the corner and feel the pain until i'll be used by it. Pero dili pwede eh I am other peoples strenght, someone who had enough to be their shield, their shining armor, their lucky charm(though not that lucky hahaha). My siblings is counting on me though kablo sila nga tulibagbag japun ko ug utok pero kablo sila nga pwede ko makatabang sa ila. Hahay pastillan, I wish I had a robot friend nga pwede naku siya hanggaton sumbagay if I wanted to punch noses kay gisapot ko hahahahahahah ug naa pud cya uban2x sa ako anytime i need someone to join me sa akong pagbaklay2x sa gabie kanang mag tripping ko... kanang robot friend nga mag uban naku ug tulog nga mapukaw rah naku kung magsakit akong chrostro hahahahha i wish i could buy this robot friend... at least kung robot dili niya ma feel akong emotion so dili cya makareact, cge lang cya game sa ako, dili kapoyon, dili magreklamo, and walay reasons why dili ko niya maubanan.. hahahahhaha bitaw pero impossible mani nga naa inani.. hmmmp palit nalang ko pet fish kanag gold para ma prenda.. what you think? hahahahahahha mabiyaan man naku kay ga travel man ko. hmmmpp?(thinking 24 hours...) aahhhh wala naman ko mahuna hunaan nga lingaw oi... any advice? hahhaaa bitaw diri lang ko taman. Gudnyt multiply see yah next time. I'll be away by next week naa travel nakaschedule soooo dugay taka ma visit.
cheers!
chang2x
Sunday, January 25, 2009
----new room? new life? new things? new me?---
Thursday, January 8, 2009
just want to......... scream!!!!
Monday, December 22, 2008
grow old... be mature....
hahahhahahahahhaa
Friday, December 19, 2008
ending this year with an exhausted heart
2009 will be a challengeing year.. start sa bag o ug higher nga responsiblity. Kinda excited ko for the said year pero naa japun ko fears pero its just a fear factor.. bahala nasi batman.. hehehehehe basta daghan ko plans ext year i hope nga akong mabuhat and isa na didto ang magbawas nang timbang huhuhuhuh it is advice by the doctor sooo kung gusto ko mabuhi pa mag sunod tah kang doc.. hehehehhehe hope achieved that goal. Gabawa naman ko timbang karon pero tungod sa stress which is dili maayo pud.. basta2x daghan ko plans and will keep you posted multiply.. hehehehehe