Thursday, March 26, 2009

baby sorry to say this but "I'm over you"

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Whoa it was a long waaaahh years i thought i can never appreciate the word "MOVE ON", hahahhaha. Opppsss sorry you don't know the whole story. Let's have a sneak preview of what happened.

I was running 18 then when i meet this guy actually we are "kababata" when we are kiddos pa pero we lost communication and we are not that close kasi we are opposite not with the fact nga his boy and i am girl pero we are opposite in a sense po na siya tahimik ako sobrang loud, siya behave ako naman sobrang pilya, basta as far as i know we seldom talk with this guy but one day in a barangay fiesta which the two of us spend our childhood memories ,we meet again i think it was 6-8 years ago the last time we saw each other. His tita is one of my mom closest friends so alam niyo nah no one can be a hindrance kung we become bf and gf thing you know nah. so to make the story short YES we commit with each other, and i will tell you that it was a happy relationship. I was graduating when both of us shared the one of a kind relationship (char watta description) yes no doubt about feeling coz we know we love each other so much. When i graduated in college andun po cya sa bahay tried to help my family for the small preparation and thanks giving, and it was one of the memorable days of my life. I already got a job before i graduated so i continue my life as a employee and again he was their supporting in every way that he can, one day (ito nah) he started to fall for me so deep,nah i think hindi dapat. I know there is nothing wrong in falling in love pero I am not into him, ahmmm let me say like this I'm in love with him pero not to the point that i will give up even my career because of him heller we are too young to get married that's what i always thought that time. So he left me with no choice but to let him go and make things right, he must know to live life without me because wala pa po ako sa level nah magmenyo naku ,got lots of plan sa akong life. So we broke up, that was one of the painful days of my life (naks!) and time runs so fast nga 2 years nah ang nilabay nga i never passed a day not thinking about him and last 2008 nagbalik me,i thought we can work things out but sad to say nga dili pa niya ma getch akong life, because I am too busy sa akong work, gina work out pa naku akong family and a lot of things is running in my mind. So again bagsak ming duha, it is painful pero at least mas okey ang break up. Days becomes months and months become year and a lot of time he always runs through my mind, but because of all the friends na naa ko, friends that will make me smile even in my worst and bad days. They help me, to make things right. They help me to realized that life is full of surprises, and yes it is folks. WHOA! and now? YES i am totally over him. hahhahahhaa I know dugay but its all worth it. whoa! for the past days we communicate and he admits nah he loves me pa pero sa karon I'm happy and over him. Dili man natoh mabal an ang panahon and im not closing the doors for him if mag balik me one day then fine let it be pero isa lang ako nabal an as for now nga I'm over him najud over as in kung magkita me then fine watever! hahaha thanks for that someone who allow me to open my eyes ... hahahahaha diri sa ko taman kay murag na busy na akong career.. to be continued readers.. wahahahha
 

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