dropping

Life has its ups and down for the 1st quarter of the year. I have my 2 weeks travel in US and I have so much fun though stress is with me (as always i think). After the trip my cool nephews and niece had a summer blast in Manila for about a month. At last! all family member experience airplane ride, thank you for the benefit Gohonzon. Kids loves Star City, Ocean Park and MOA. We all wish we can have more time with each other but sad to say that they need to go back to CDO for school and to their Dad. Nakakamiss sila.. One good thing happened to me is I got my new buddy, Elbow my little boy dog, he always makes things easier for me, we play we laugh and I talk to him most of the time. At least i was kabaliwan na rin. Also, as I send off the Kids to CDO we drop in Cebu for them to visit their relatives and I know my sister in law is happy seeing her sister and other friends. As out time in Cebu is almost done, i have second thought in going to CDO for a week vacation due to some misunderstanding with Mama. Mom posted a comment in facebook that i am not welcome in CDO, it breaks me honestly. She don't even know what she is saying but I was badly hurt of all the words she said. It wrecks the whole me. I find my Mom totally addicted with gambling and it ruins the family. I want to help her but he push us away in her life. I choice to be keep my peace just to keep the respect and avoid to say something stupid towards my Mom, I don't want to break her heart. I spend 1 whole week jumping from one place to another for me to have a place to sleep and I felt terrible inside. Thanks to my friends who let me felt that I am not alone, the reunion and party I attended is a blast which made me forget the stupid feeling i felt inside because of mama. Now that I am back here in Manila I dont have a sense of direction again, I dont even know why i still continue to live life with such a mess. I mess up again, I made mistakes and I need to start over. Life is really a battle. Whatever it takes i should be strong. Help me Gohonzon to get through this, give me wisdoms to understand what is happening, a strength so I can continue life, enough patience as I seek the answer and love that could feed me to stay alive.

~chang2x~

Hey! Its been awhile

Hey yah! Its been a while I don't have the nerve to update you with my life. Life is cool. Last month Dec 24,2013 I have my nerve wracking experience in the US embassy but the good news is I got my VISA. 10 years multiple entry.  It is indeed a dream come true. One wish down. I am so excited to visit Hollywood and Disney  and of course to see my Grandma and relatives in the US. It will be my first experience flying outside my country kinda nervous yet my excitement is killing all the other emotions. Flor is flying to LA for us to see each other also.

As the year of 2014 surprise me my faith is making me strong also. New job on hand, new career lift and new challenges. Oh by! the way Baby Zoe is already out. I am also glad to be one of the second parents of Baby Sharman Gamorot and Prince RJ Glenn Barsalote.

I also decided to join one organization (coop) which will force me to save and think about the future. It is indeed a good idea and I never regret every single cent I invest in that organization. Financials is doing good and stable.

Love life? naaaahhh!! I will get there.. As of the moment I am not pressuring myself to see that ultimate dream boy er er ! wahahahaha but I am hoping I will meet him soon. But with the life that I have right now I am so happy in everything I have. I live one day at a time, chitchat with friends, travel sometime and happy memories with family and friends. I can't asked for more.

Now I am preparing for my trip this coming Feb 28,2014 and 2 weeks stay in the US is kinda exciting and interesting. :)

KaGlobe, KaITSI

I never thought that I will end my journey in Globe that way. I am so blessed, loved and treasured. It's a year of laughs and tears and indeed it was worth it. I will surely miss my buddies in Globe and surely they will miss me. Masaya akong nag sabi nang " til we meet again" sa kanila. It breaks my hurt seeing them away from me but I think this is one of the painful yet satisfying farewell I had. One night I realized that I am a change women.  A women who is willing to voice out things and wants difference. I never thought I've grown up so strong but I like the new version of me- matured, risk taker and wanted to be heard. That was a bumpy ride Globe and EGG but it was worth the fight. I know my colleague will never forget me if they will I am quite sure that they learn from me. The family I find with my KaGlobe is such a gift I will treasure for the rest of my life. I WILL MISS THEM AS IN SOBRA... :)

Taal Adventure

Picnic Grove Tagaytay City, From left Louger, Ella and me

my buddy for an hour Jennifer :) 

on our way Taal Volcano

Boat ride to Taal 

No baby it's not a sea its a lake :) 

enjoying the trip.. 30 minutes boat ride

We are in the starting point.. Taal here we come :) 

My tour guide. on our way to the crater. :) 

need to wear the mask it's dusty :) 

the horse with pony hair wahhahaaha

the dusty road to volcano

The purpose of our travel.20 minutes travel to resort, 30 minutes travel to island and 30 minutes horse ride, AWESOME!!!

The image we admire

75 degree Celsius, its hot you know! :)  

its the bird that get my attention

see the smoke? It's kinda hot!

Don't attempt to swim you'll get burn hehehehehe 

awesome view from above 

the stone is kinda hot, but I should take a picture you know... 

my cousin in the cliff,crazy man lols

at the hotel, no aircon but cold enough 

cousin on the other side of the room

waaaa stolen shot! 

tired me...