We are getting used with our routine this time. He will make sure he is online in his CP as much as possible and ako naman super hanap nang way maka online lang sa office (sa bahay naman online ako parati). I already accepted him and welcome loved for both of us. Our relationship is getting stronger as we are counting the days he'll come back home. We are too at ease to talk about anything and everything. His family kept asking what's our relationship all about and we both agree that we will keep the answer as secret. I guess they figure it out, kami naman nag eenjoy lang kaming kulitin silang lahat. They are too excited to know that the answer is "YES".lols Last night when we are chatting, kahit siya naman nag shopping sa isang mall which he will buy something for me, he told me that "I can't ask for any girl in my life, gusto ko ikaw nah" (I love him more when he told me that) waaaaaaaa wendang mode ang babae. I keep asking myself why can he loved me more even he knows everything about my situation? He even told me, "I cant blame you if you can find someone and you'll fall inlove with, malayo ako sa yo and maiitindihan ko" (wahuhuhuhu nakakaloka na yong mga lines niya). His messages gives me enough reason to hold on, and his voice gives me life everyday. He even told me, "I'll be home as early as I can, I will ask for 45 days leave enough to marry you..." napanganga ako... syet nah malagkit!!! paano nah!!! kasalan nah bah ito?NOoooooooooooo matter what I say, I will never say no to his proposal, pero pwede wag naman ganun kaaga... I am too scared of what might happen when I get married and then mawala lang siya because of my imperfections and kakulangan. Though he assured me that he thought about my situation and he is willing to accept it, hindi lang daw niya kaya mawala pa ako sa kanya, but I have my personal dilemmas pa rin. I hope things will continue this way. He even know how much I treasured kung anong meron kami. Ang daming nagtatanong who's the man behind "in a relationship" sa FB but I guess this time hindi ko nah kailangan ang sasabihin nang iba, Ikaw lang tama na. :)
When you told me " I love you" , I love you more to say "I love you too"
I'll be waiting!!!
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