Last January 23,2010 I was invited by a good friend to attend a wedding ceremony. It is too hard to say "no" to a friends' invitation, lucky I attended a very lovely wedding day. It calls my attention when an ex BF of the bride is there witnessing the ceremony of his 7 years GF. Honestly, I felt the pain, I just realized how painful it is to see the women you dreamed about walking in the aisle with a white lovely and wonderful dress, and its not you, who she will be spending her lifetime (ouch!). While the ceremony is on going I really observed how he will respond to everything. How can he bare the pain? How can he be happy? how can he manage to smile even it tears his heart? Is love makes a person stupid? Is love really makes everything bearable? I really don't know what he really felt but if I put my feet on his shoe I really can't even think why I am attending such ceremony.I really can't imagine the man I love will make his vows and commit his life to a women which i wish it was me. grabeh inana najud ka marter ang love. The EX-BF taught me, that to love someone- you are willing to let him/her go even it hurt you that much. Loving is letting things happen even if your life will turn out to be a total disaster- sounds exaggerated but true. If ako nasa position niya, I will refused to look back past coz i know my EX is there,surely, that can make me shattered and tears. But anyway I hope he can moved on, and love again,like he never undergo such pain. Hahay!ang buhay nga naman masyadong mapaglaro ang tadhana...cheers!
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