Got Certification?

If your going to ask me how did I got it the answer would be "IWAN". It's one of the highlight of my life having this certification though I am still working for another one. I always wanted to have one and glad wish granted...Thanks to my faith for not giving up on me.Ang sarap nang feeling nang makitang kung "YOU PASS" hahahaaha I wanted to cry or cguro na jejevs lang ako that time... Thanks so much for a wonderful gift Gohonzon you never get tired of giving me reason to fall down and get back again :).

it's us again...

I just thought we are tired of doing this, though we are not more than friends but we never stop communicating... Friendship is always within us... thanks for being Myromeo....

Angel's Perfume

Since May 31,2011 as I arrived back here in Manila my sleeping habit changed. Sabi nga ni JV nocturnal daw ako. So as tambay wala nah akong ginawa sa buhay kung hindi matulog,kumain, mag internet and movie/tv marathon all night. Steph my housemate, every time she prepare herself in going to work I can always find myself wondering why I always woke up everytime she puts on her perfume in her body. And take note that's everyday that i get destructed with the fragrance of the perfume. Just today, I ask Steph if whats the brand of the perfume , because I know someone is using the same perfume brand which accidentally steph is using also. Steph told me that the brand is Angel, then I keep thinking who the hell is using the perfume that really woke me up anytime of the day. Then a after a moment of thinking I realized it was my EX (mr.p) perfume,lols which his mom give it to him. I was laughing out loud even its 3:00 am in the morning. How pathetic, kaya pala nagigising ako, it was his smell, I can still remember that meron siyang shirt nah binuhosan niya nang perfume nah yon and then I used it as my pillow case... Now I know... wahahahahahaha just want to share natawa lang kasi ako... Little things but it reminds of him. hahahahaha As I always said, I want all the best for him...

@4:39am

I can hear the clock saying "tic-tac, tic-tac", I even heard the rain pouring outside my door. The world is in silence and I am still in the midst of cerebration about life... syet saan galing yon...wahahahhaha. The concept that is happening in my life right now is a bolt from the blue, I don't know where I would be headed, but I am bold enough that I will get through this. Every time my phone rings I always felt the butterflies in my stomach. It always gives me idea that it is an employers call that I am waiting or another offer from other companies. Interviews are from one side to another but why I am dying to be part of this one huge company? One thing I know, I will be tough when I'll be part of it. I been to series of interviews 1 hour phone interview, 3 hours technical interview, and 2 hours closing interview and the last phase is the Job offer and contract signing but I am getting tired waiting for the last part, but why can still endure the linger phase? how pathetic I am (is it the proper term?) wahahahahahaha. Everybody keep on asking me "How's your job hunting?", but I tell them " It's ok still searching for the right one", and I manage to smile, sabi nila hindi daw nila makita ang problema sa akin, tinawa ko kasi lahat. hahahahahaha kung alam niyo lang magaling lang akong magtago :) . Life is giving you so much to look forward, thats why I am still here thinking that maybe the blessings are a little bit delayed but I need to imply the simplicity of calmness.

Sorry ito ang mga resulta sa jobless nah graveyard pa... hahahahaha

Bakasyon...revelation...

The vacation trip is planned a week before the departure. Originally we agreed that we will spend our vacation in Baguio but sad to say that the expenses will dig deep down on our individual pocket so we decided to spend 2 days in Tagaytay. We arrived in Tagaytay around 3pm, we go straight in Peoples Park which is a government owned tourist spot and we had our picture2x over there, syempre paano nah si facebook kung walang picture.

So we had our time in Peoples park honestly puro kain lang ang ginawa ko dun.lols. We decided to check rooms available in the nearby pension houses. But by that time the rooms are double as its original price, so when ate lovely told us that one villa is available with overlooking of Taal which only cost 800 pesos we decided to grab the opportunity. The villa is good with a rooftop but sad to say we cant charge our phones because of the absence of electricity, though it's kinda annoying but I enjoyed the stay in the candle light Villa.

Revelation

The vacation is not the usual vacation I have. It's a vacation with revelation. Whoa! while the drinking session is almost over, me and Taweng as last man standing we shared our thoughts and points of view and I didn't expect that taweng will tell me that Adoy fell inlove with me when I am staying in Taguig for quite sometime. yeah! I get it. I had a feeling that he had a crush on me but ayokong maging assuming baka sabihin niya nah binigyan ko nang meaning yong mga sweet thoughts and actions niya. But girls instinct is always right, he really fell inlove with me but he told taweng that wala daw talaga siyang clue kung may chance bah daw kaming dalawa. I never gave any signs and hint sa kanya thats why he is hesitant to tell me. Though I would admit nah the first time I saw him I find him so cute and attractive :) . Pero Opppssss!!! his getting married so no chance at all, I don't want to ruin life of anybody.

I already visited Tagaytay same year but one thing that I wanted to visit is the Mt.Taal which is by that time is alert level 2 so we can't ride the donkey to sneak the crater, that's the sad part actually. But I really enjoy the boating and side trips of Mt. Taal the experience is so much fun. I really wanted to go back to Tagaytay to ride the donkey and took pictures of the crater in TAAL that would be the time I will let go of my Tagaytay fever.

To sum it all, it was AWESOME!!!!

~chang2x~

Where am I?

I've been to different circumstances in life, struggled to reach every goal, suffer to every dreams. Now, at the age of 23 running 24 on May where am I exactly? 2 months ago I decided to give my sister a advance birthday gift- a plane ticket to manila all expense by me with complete accommodation (in my rented apartment of course, I am not rich after all). The experience is great , we've been to different places all over manila. We had our summer adventure in Splash Island, we sing our hearts loud in Music21, Platinum and karaoke house in front of sea side bay. We fed ourselves like pigs in Sea Side bay, Gerry's Grill, Max,KFC,Jollibee and a lot more. We also had our mall tour of MOA though di talaga namin kayang tapusin ang tour in just a day. lols New set of friends mingled, new family found and new crazy ideas is in my mind. Did I say crazy? hahahahahha yeah in someway crazy sabi ni charry- a good friend in CTOM. In mid of March I am doing well in my new team . I work with dexter which became my "bakla" friend, we call each other by that name. I also had the chance to work with Cris which is a silent boy but a true gentleman. Sir Teng as our team lead is a nice man also. When Dexter rendered his resignation and Chris committed suicide a project was turn over to me and my dilemmas started. I need to work in weekend again which sucks and I need to have all the patience just to deliver on time. I give my best shot and though I never exceed the expectation but till I released the project with delays but at least I handle to release it. After that terrible and horrible week I ask myself " Am I growing in this company?" sad to admit but I am not growing anymore. One thing I learned from this experience it is not the compensation that matters it is how you enjoy what you are doing, and I am quit sure that I am not enjoying my stay in CTOM. So, I rendered my resignation and took a leave 2 days.It a sad news for my PM, he tried to convinced me if I can still reconsider their proposal but I am firmed and willing to accept the challenge of being JOBLESS again. And daming nagsabi "bakit mo ginawa yon?",meron pang "CTOM is preparing lots of things for you.", may chikka pang "You are the only CTOM direct employee in your TEAM, opportunities are waiting for you". CTOM is the number 1 insurance company world wide but it never stopped me doing such a clumsy and wild decision. As I am counting my stay in CTOM I started to get back my smile which CTOM took it away. I manage to communicate again with confidence and start planning my life ahead of time. To make the story short I am happy that I will be leaving the hell of work in CTOM... hahahaha sorry for being rude here. With all due respect to CTOM, it is a very competitive and organized company and I am proud I used to be part of it but I just felt that I am not inclined in the business that the company provides. So if you'll asked me where am I? I am still on earth but stepping forward to moved on and keep going. Before I close this blog I want to write the quote I read,

"You can be all cozy and warm in your house while it rains,but you could still feel so cold.The rain is the least of your problems.Don't let it bother you."

As of the moment the rain is pouring hard, but I'll make sure it wont bother me. Things will be better.

~chang~

New found family..

Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.--Marcel Proust

Days with new memories and fun. It was Saturday ( Feb 5,2011) that Jen (long lost cousin from Dubai) called me and invited me to roam around Manila. Lucky enough that it was same day that my sister arrived from CDO for a vacation here in Manila so I decided to let

her join me on my journey. It was 4:00 pm that we said hello again, and its kinda ilangan at some point because of all the years that we're not seeing each other and first time that we'll bond as cousins (the four of us- JUVY,JEN (PARAISO sister), ME and CORY (TION sister)). We go straight to our aunts house located in Sucat Paranaque, honestly at first I am doubtful about the idea because I am not the kind of girl who cared about my relatives ( they are too many that makes me tired memorizing their names lols) but I don't have any choice I always say "YES" in every GALA anyway. Life is full of surprises eka nga di bah. When Aunt Gemma open her house and heart to us, I would probably thank the Paraiso sisters for giving me way to meet the family as good as Gamorot Family. Shy2x as the eldest is such a girl, Shen2x the silent girl,bebe the rakista, bugoy my airbender boy and shanina(kekit) the little cutie baby girl together with uncle and the other girls are indeed a new family found. I am grateful knowing each one of them, with so much to look forward to. We laugh, we cry with happiness and joy, we sing our hearts loud and we rock the house of all the jokes and funny moments we've shared. That was awesome guys and the time I spent with you is priceless.

Feb 9,2011 I decided to invite the PARAISO Sisters to join us( TION Sister) as a sign of gratitude of letting me feel that I found a family in them and Jen is going to CEBU the next day. I just wanted to have quality time with her (I know working away from home is hard). We had our dinner in Jerry's and after that we stroll around Fort Bonifacio (for our bakasyonista to at least enjoy the stay here in Luzon). I was carried away by emotion that I invited them for a drinking session in a nearby resto in market2x. We ordered nachos and MAI THAI, first time ko siyang natikman and its not bad after all. Then we ended our night with smiles and wishing jenny a safe trip to Cebu. Early morning, I received a text from juvy infroming me that jenny didn't make it to the airport dahil sa kalasingan... wahahahahaaha that's one of the craziest thing happened. Nang dahil sa alak, si jenny napahamak... wahahahahaha

So when jenny stayed here butt here in manila waiting for her flight again ( this time dritso CDO nah) we decided to sulit the time while she's here in Pinas. Sooooo it was Feb 11,2011

that Paraiso sisters decided to sleep over at home, ito nah ang naging simula nang araw nang kababalaghan. We drink and tumawa hanggang sumakit ang aming pangga, and we realized that jenny and juvy is drunk. The paraiso sisters are insane paglasing, sabi bah naman "gaw ayaw ko ninyo i duyan gaw- juvy", while jenny told us " ayaw ko iduyan bah, kusog pajud kaayo" wahahahaahhaha. My fingers can't resist to take photos of them and below are the sample pictures.

It Saturday Feb 12, 2011 that our day is booked to have swimming in MASA... Since January 2011 I started swimming so they decided to checked the place and enjoy the cold water MASA offered. After the swimming session, juvy booked us in a site tripping in ocean park which cost 99 pesos only from 300 pesos. Again we need to have quality time of our bakasyonista ,so we grab the chance to enjoy and explore the beauty of ocean park (Aquatica) and the experience is superb. If you really wanted to compare juvy to a thing, she's like a cellphone- easy to call and text. Her cousin called her and wanted to meet them in MOA, as company, we joined jen and juvy to meet romel (Seaman cousin of juvy in maternal side) added with Miko (cousin juvy maternal side) and steph (housemate of juvy) . We had dinner in MOA and go straight in COWBOY grill inuman at sayawan ang drama. We had enough on that day, we ended the inuman session around 4am.

We are too tired in Feb 13,2011 because of all the gala we had. But we can't say no to my aunt's invitation to visit them again in Paranaque to rock their house. The same company added with IAN( cousin of juvy in maternal side). We again scream and laugh in my aunts house and honestly, I felt very tired on that day which lead me to stress because I know the next day is Monday and valentines day (hearts day? kakanchawan naman ako sa opis). But I also can't deny that I am en joying every moment I have with them.

For all the sleepless night we've shared. All the scream we had made. For all the warmest hellos and goodbyes. For all the fatal and brutal things we've done to each other (sapakan, sampalan kulitan at sipa with tender love). I am very much happy and glad having you all guys in life. I would probably carry this memory until all my hair turns to gray :)....

MY Vow....

Time flies to fast that I find myself wondering am I old enough? hahahhahaha I can still remember how silly I am when I am in high school. Blushing my face to death as I saw my crush on the field (my first BF) as he handle his squad. I can still remember how I bully my other weird and nerd classmates which became my close friends. I kept smiling every time I remember the quiz that we took and we laugh our hearts out because the answer is in the board, slowly erased by my classmate for us to cheat in front of our teacher which lead her to mild heart attack. lols. College days had to come and another set of friends shared memories with me. I've been so flexible about friends but I am choosy in whom I would maintain the friendship with. So they are one of the chosen few but I know that it would take us a lifetime to loosen the knot we tied. So so so happy having them all in my life.

As I browse the picture on web, I realized that my silly little friends are now getting married and taking their vows to the holy matrimony of marriage. Initial reaction? "what? are you getting married? can you handle that?" hahahhaha I always thought that we are like little kids who always make fun about life. Maybe I am enjoying to much,thats why I always find myself young at heart. Time flies so fast and I am now called "ninang" by my inaanak, "tita" by my pamangkin, and "mare" by my komares and kompadres (honestly I hate this lols). Life has to moved on, and life really is a constant change.

-To eda who will be a mom so soon, I wish I could talked to you in person prior on your vow but It would be to late to hear my words. Still I am wishing you the best in life and endure every pain and happiness you will encounter as you become one of the member of married society.

- To Sheena and Riza my close friends since we are on our teens. As you commit your life to your husband and your family, I am very much happy and glad seeing our friendship grow old together. I hope you'll spend forever with the man of your life. Let's just stay connected, but this time you have your chaperons kidding aside. wahahahahahahha

- To my beloved aisa whose been a sister to me and a very close friend of mine since college. I want you to know that I am happy that you will be spending your married life with the man your dreaming to spend lifetime with. I can still remember when JV told be that "permi mana una si aisa" you proved her right again... To your coming baby, I would be glad taking the responsibility as "ninang" though I hate being one (it makes me feel too old). I am wishing you and papa macky a lifetime of love and happiness. Feel free to enjoy the tears and happiness of being a "mom" and a "wife".

- To my single friends, feeling married, soon to be married and who decided to remain single for the rest of their life, I am happy we are still counting the years we're together. I will always be your friend even your relationship turns to "its complicated","divorce","engage","single" or "married". I am taking my responsibility to each and everyone of you, until life will took my last breath away.. This will be my VOW.

2nd Photo Shot (tagaytay)

Gusto ko tong kuha na ito... parang nag papacute kasi yong bulag nah pagong :)




Nice shot din toh kasi malikot kaya itong hayop nah toh but I guess this photo is enough proof na mas mabilis kamay ko sa kanya :)

Mayabang tong ibon nah ito eh kaya gusto ko siya.

If you want more photos in tagaytay please visit my picasa album

link : http://picasaweb.google.com/111552586627375457091/TagayTay02?authkey=Gv1sRgCJ7FjfqSlqvnUg#

My 1st photo shot

It took me enough gots, courage and of course money para maging newbee sa photography. But when my officemates (which is may kagalingan nah sa libanggang ito) told me nah its not bad for a beginner like me. Dami ko pang flaws but i will get used with it. It was taken last dec 22,2010 sa CDO sa wedding nang friend ko. I am glad she allowed me to take photos sa wedding niya ( wala rin siyang choice) wahahahahahahahaha sample lang po yan if you want the whole package you can check in my picasa album...:)

link: http://picasaweb.google.com/111552586627375457091/Wedding?authkey=Gv1sRgCOHHjaHRhaybjAE#

2010

2010 is one of a kind year. I remember when it was January that I lost my self and feel devastated because of a love given an end. Month of Heart (February), I continue life and begun to accept the pain, I find opportunities. The same month I trained almost 150 people for the 1^st automated election of Philippines, whoa! That’s a history, and I am proud to be part of it. March when I started life away from home and tried to gain all that is lost, honestly, things are hard this time. Friends are away, family is out of reached and smile is not visiting as often as it could. APRIL, as I continue counting the tears that fell from my eyes, it give me enough time to think how lucky I am to have all my friends and family- thanks guys for always being there. It was never a lost; it is a knock on my head that a lot of people love me. Here’s comes MAY a breakthrough of my career. Prospective and life concepts are change this time, I know by this time I am more mature and willing to mingle with life again. Motivated with experience and life challenges here comes JUNE, better this time and coping with things. At least this time I enjoy and smile. JULY, a new found family and friends join me with my journey. Words are not enough for having them, Thanks to them for allowing me to be part of their life. My exciting AUGUST had come, after 6 months away from home at last I am back to the land where I can always find my self broken and damage. Facing that life again is tough, things changed and so do I. I am stronger now, and I already get used with the pain. SEPTEMBER, new man found me in my hidden place. I never thought love will still visit me. But I am happy very much happy that I took the chances with him. OCTOBER we celebrated PAPA’s bday in CDO. I rush going back home just to celebrate the special day of papa. I saw how happy PAPA as we celebrated his birthday. NOVEMBER is a trip and vacation month. A close friend visited manila twice this month so we roamed around. I visited Enchanted Kingdom and visited again a week after my 1^st visit, I guess it’s obvious that I enjoyed EK that much. Also this month my beloved close friend came back from Boston, I enjoyed the all night laugh trip we had. DECEMBER is the season of joy and holidays. At last I have my 8 days straight vacation, yepee!!! Sad to say that when I came from vacation I need to stay home because I suffered 39.6 fever, how pathetic. But to sum up my 2010, it’s awesome!!!! Thanks so much for giving all the spices and charms, the laughter and tears, and glittering sorrow and amazing hugs. Thank you so much!!! Please be with me in more years to come. Let’s rock ‘n Roll!